Fade Irony

I know this night would come. The end of the little star. The last light of the dying heart. And the beginning of tears. A new era for suffering. When “I love you” is replaced by “I am sorry.”

I didn’t close my eyes for a bit. Been seeing you laying beside me, so peaceful. Thinking all the happiness you gave me tonight.

Oh God, can you make me stay in this moment? Let me have the love for another moment. Stop the clock just now. Continue reading Fade Irony


But Then There Was You



I was there, on the edge of the bridge
Ready to jump
Forget the life I always hate
Join the dark and walk away from the light

I was beaten by the world
Every face I met, tried to laugh at me
A girl who failed
A loser who didn’t deserve to dream
That’s what they said Continue reading But Then There Was You

A Suitcase Full of Sunset

nadhirul maghfiroh sunset

I was in love with the death. Sometimes I sang the rhyme of the last breath, and saying goodbye every morning. That’s why I let the sea and the storm washed away my body. Let it float to the horizon and escape from the ground. I was bleeding and ready for my last breath.

“God, let me rest in the sunset..”  

                I closed my eyes for a while but the wave carried me back to the shore. Whisper my breath and my heart back to life. Continue reading A Suitcase Full of Sunset

I Miss You


I don’t know how to begin
The north wind has been blown
A cold day attacked my heart like a bow
An eclipse covered the land and suppressed it within shadow
I can hear the angels sing the sad gospel
One more soul has been taken
One more melody has been gone
And one more light has been blown

I can’t help but crying Continue reading I Miss You